Happy Birthday!!!

Mood : Sick n Emo

Song : Happy Birthyday by Jay Chou + Landy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I alwaiz wonder if it's that arduous 4 some1 2 utter those words.. Not after all da shitz i did i guess.. Neway, thanks 2 those who wished me..

Prezie

- an outing including a movie (premiere class) wif my buddy, Ewa

- a wallet from my cousin, Yan

- a mug from Mo

- 1 100-note from my dad

Arigatoh Gozaimasu..

Tears started rolling down my cheek.. It wasn't any surprise at all coz as expected, without fail, a 100 ringgit malaysia note IS GIVEN to me annually by my dad.. It wasn't the amount which stirred my heart - I would prolly be feeling da same even if it's a 1 dollar note.. It was the way how it handed 2 me.. 100 bucks wif a note saying:-

John,

Happy Birthday!

Papi.

It is enuf 2 make me burst into tears.. tis shows how i spend my time wif my dad.. Off to work at 9 am when i was still sleeping.. came home at 9pm when i was out.. Sleepin soundly when i was back wif smell of smoke n alcohol.. Worse still, it was rite in front of my com where i found the money n the note.. Knowing tat i would go on9 even in the wee hours, not 2 mention that STPM is a month away..

I don't blame my dad.. NEVER in my life..

I still remember the incident where i got busted stealing in a departmental store.. It was still clearly lingering in my mind up until now.. Instead of reprimandin me, my dad cried n cried, regrettin the failure in the duty as a dad. My dad once said - We aren't rich, but he never once wanted me and my sibling to feel deprived in any way, which is why he worked his fingers to the bone every day to provide enough food on the tbl, nice clothes on our back, good educatioin for us...

I seriously fail as a son.. SERIOUSLY

Tat's my dad.. falling asleep.. He must be real tired

Emo

It's been awhile since i last updated my blog.. Ages.. I haf no idea how i ended up 2 be like tis.. I jus lost all my passions in studies rite after SPM.. it was jus like the end of the world after SPM.. N the thing i regretted the most was quitin my Uni n coming back for Form 6... N rite now i miss my heydays when i was in Nottingham..

Engineerin block on the right if i am not mistaken..

Administration block..

Jogggin path



Dusk

Nite view of Nottingham University

My fav

I jus fucking miss the place a lot altho it was jus 1 sem.. I wonder if i am heading back 2 Nottingham after my STPM but i doubt it wif my results.. =X I jus sound pathetic n emo, needin others' attention.. Koi yi has been listening 2 my bitching a lot lately.. N how did i express my gratitude 2 her? I told her not 2 patronize me.. Fucking asshole wasn't i?

As promised, tis is the article written by my sis.. I shed tears reading it - couldn't stand things like tat.. Pls read..
- http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/Sunday/Focus/20070929191152/Article/index_html

FUCKED!!!

Phrase of the month -
"Sorry isn't everything.. Guess i haf crossed the borderline"

56 more days to STPM if i ain't mistaken.. lost count anyway... Trials is jus around da corner.. Burning the midnite oil? i did.. i stayed all nite from 11pm until the wee hours.. working real hard but not on studies.. FACEBOOK.. i wonder wat has become of me..

Anyway, i am starting 2 panic for real.. And yet i am doin nth... ARGHHH.. was supposed to update something bout my sister's story which really touched my heart.. Wait till i get authorization and some pics from my sis.. till then, take care... ZZzzzZZZzz

FACEBOOK

I am freaking addicted to facebook.. my god.. Ever since i started patronizing facebook, i never even touched any revision books n rarely update my own blog or visit other ppl's blog.. it's goin 2 be a real damn long time for me 2 update my 2nd post, hopefully tis isn't da last.. - jus started playing facebook on thursday.. not really a long period of time but it's sufficient 2 make me go mad.. imagine playing from 12pm on Friday till 8 pm.. Then went out 4 mamak till 1am.. back home n started playin till 7am.. GOSH. .GET A LIFE!!!!

A piece of advice for every1, don't start - no turnin back once u haf started.. =)
To those who r freaking free, join me - pls notify me if u r joinin
http://www.facebook.com/

Disappointment

I admit that i am an asshole at times.. It's beyond doubt.. And i am terribly sorry for my doings, u jus hafta bear with it for the moment as many things are bothering me, haunting my past.. N no question, prodigious discontentment i haf towards her.. She's one of the person i respected most in my life despite being close to me.. fucking disappointed

Neway, i alwaiz long for a class trip and i am definitely looking forward to joining one after STPM.. Jus recently, went to Genting with my family, my aunts n uncles from paternal n maternal sides.. It was a 3 day n 2 nite stay in Genting View.. My sis n i couldn't make it on da 1st day coz of the Merdeka eve celebration.. So, Cheok tagged along as he drove my sis and i up on the 2nd day..

It was a lil boring since it was jus two of us..The only thing new was both of us entered the Casino together.. It totally amused me though it was my 2nd time.. the 1st time was 2 years ago..

2 idiots siting in the back of storm - without sweater from Genting Highlands to Riverview.. a 20-minute journey

As usual, a lil late to upload tis.. errr.. few months late.. not really late rite? But if it isn't late, it isn't John Chai

My fellow comrades - a war 2 fight in 2 months time

Candid shot

1 unwanted person.. btw, all cool dudes

Yerr.. What's wif my face expression? Not so cool anymore huh?

LAZY

No updates for the time being.. not until John Chai finishes watching his drama..

HOT

Y is Dawn Yang freaking cun n hot? WHYYYY? *tis has been botherin me lately*

My heart melts everytime i see her pics.. okkk.. i sound like a pervert

Good News!! She is dating me.. 4 real

How i wish i can be da teddy bear? =X

Alrite, she's freakin sweet n gorgeous.. Top 25 sexiest gal in FHM ..bla bla bla.. Guess it takes me a lifetime 2 find some1 like tat.. LMAO *building a castle + twin tower+ Disneyland in the air*

DEAD

Feeling: Annoyed

Song: Bu Neng Shou De Mi Mi by Jay Chou

Ewa said my blog is so dead... N i hafta admit it, not in da mood of bloggin lately..

Anyway, haf been watching lotz of movies lately.. 'Ratatouille' on Tuesday nite wif 'Fei Hai' n Cheok in leisure mall-thank goodness no more gays sitting next 2 me.. N 'Secret' on the followin day wif Koi Yi in Times Square.. N almost wanted to watch Evan Almighty wif 'Fei Hai' n Cheok in Mid Valley yesterday..

Jay Chou

Ye Xiang Lun n Lu Xiao Yu

Neway, i jus realised tat i inherited my mom's nervous temperament.. =X Well, u knowww la my mom, gets panicked every single min especially when i ain't at home - out 2 yum cha n back home in the wee hours.. she will call every half n hour n ask the same old question altho she knows what i gonna reply her

Mom: *wif a laluk voice* When u gonna come home?
Me: Soon
Mom: Hmm.. * Hangs up*

After 1 hour,
Mom: Why aren't u home yet? U r having tuition early in da morning 2morrow
Me: Soon lar
Mom: Nmmm.. *Hangs up*

After a few hours,
Mom: Where r u now?
Me : In my room sleeping now lar
Mom: Oh, ok.. *Hangs up*


Pretty gud in sneaking into the house n vice versa.. Ketara she has tis nervous temperament.. but every parent does feel da same for their children.. pretty sure 4 tat..

Back to the topic.. I was on my way for my General Paper test which i had signed up earlier *yeah, need to pay 4 tat* in Kasturi on Thursday when i received a msg from my friend saying tat we mus sit according to the number we registered.. As far as i recall, i din register wif him.. GULP..n the 1st person who came into my mind was my other friend, ying ling who registered wif me.. Having no colour pencils, no calculator, no knowledge -i started 2 feel da 'cuakness' n was jus thinkin of turnin back but u all know, John Chai isn't tat sampah afterall.. =X

Exam was about 2 start n Ying Ling was nowhere to be seen.. =X Cuak.. She reached jus on time n I guess we screwed up da paper together..

UPDATES!!!

UPDATES below da post 'Best friends'.. pls scroll down

BEST FRIENDS!!!

August 3rd 2007, the day that i will never ever forget in my whole fucking life.. I will ensure tat tis incident will linger in my mind forever.. YES FOREVERRRRRR.. Well, i guess every1 has to acquiesce that friends r ubiquitous, but think twice if u haf the same mind-sets for best friends.. Having a best friend is jus as hard as finding pictures like tis

WAT? no big deal? yes it's definitely a fucking big deal - this kind of pics, u can oni see once in ur life time.. =X
*previous photo has been removed due to some1's bitching*

Ok, let's get back to business.. was out wif my buddy, Ewa in times square for a movie.. SIMPSONS - it was fucking funny n humourous.. jus a few days back, i actually told my friends that i ain't gonna watch it, not really a die-hard fan of simpsons.. and who would be such a fucking loser to waste RM 10 for simpsons? Answer: EVERY1..

I was still grumbling bout da movie throughout the 1st 5 mins.. N da rest 85 mins i was among one of the losers laughing the loudest in the cinema.. It totally proved me wrong - the perceptions that i haf for simpsons

The Simpsons

My fav character - Maggie

OK OK, got carried away a lil by Simpsons.. really gettin back to business.. As i was chit-chatting wif ewa in the cinema be4 the movie started, some1 caught my fucking attention.. It was my fucking best friend, Chen Jovi again.. accompanied by my fucking crush, Ruth Choy..

MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND WIF MY CRUSH.. how can u accept tat? my heart was shattered into million of pieces.. *Sob sob sob* Anyway, i jus wanna let every1 know tat no matter wat Jovi will alwaiz be my fucking best friend n life goes onnnnn..

List of top Bestest friends
Me - Jovi
Aaron - Jiun Kei
Nick Kee - Wei Lun
Wooi Hong - Big mouth guy and Wei Lun
Chris - Duncan

*supposed to haf each of every1's photoshopped pic side by side but i suck in photoshop.. 2 bad.. btw, imagination shud be gud enuf*
p/s : If u r so happened to read tis, never!! i will never ever fall 4 u - i jus don't wan history to repeat itself jus like the mother fucking Jess Chong's case.. tq