Happy Birthday!!!

Mood : Sick n Emo

Song : Happy Birthyday by Jay Chou + Landy

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I alwaiz wonder if it's that arduous 4 some1 2 utter those words.. Not after all da shitz i did i guess.. Neway, thanks 2 those who wished me..

Prezie

- an outing including a movie (premiere class) wif my buddy, Ewa

- a wallet from my cousin, Yan

- a mug from Mo

- 1 100-note from my dad

Arigatoh Gozaimasu..

Tears started rolling down my cheek.. It wasn't any surprise at all coz as expected, without fail, a 100 ringgit malaysia note IS GIVEN to me annually by my dad.. It wasn't the amount which stirred my heart - I would prolly be feeling da same even if it's a 1 dollar note.. It was the way how it handed 2 me.. 100 bucks wif a note saying:-

John,

Happy Birthday!

Papi.

It is enuf 2 make me burst into tears.. tis shows how i spend my time wif my dad.. Off to work at 9 am when i was still sleeping.. came home at 9pm when i was out.. Sleepin soundly when i was back wif smell of smoke n alcohol.. Worse still, it was rite in front of my com where i found the money n the note.. Knowing tat i would go on9 even in the wee hours, not 2 mention that STPM is a month away..

I don't blame my dad.. NEVER in my life..

I still remember the incident where i got busted stealing in a departmental store.. It was still clearly lingering in my mind up until now.. Instead of reprimandin me, my dad cried n cried, regrettin the failure in the duty as a dad. My dad once said - We aren't rich, but he never once wanted me and my sibling to feel deprived in any way, which is why he worked his fingers to the bone every day to provide enough food on the tbl, nice clothes on our back, good educatioin for us...

I seriously fail as a son.. SERIOUSLY

Tat's my dad.. falling asleep.. He must be real tired

Emo

It's been awhile since i last updated my blog.. Ages.. I haf no idea how i ended up 2 be like tis.. I jus lost all my passions in studies rite after SPM.. it was jus like the end of the world after SPM.. N the thing i regretted the most was quitin my Uni n coming back for Form 6... N rite now i miss my heydays when i was in Nottingham..

Engineerin block on the right if i am not mistaken..

Administration block..

Jogggin path



Dusk

Nite view of Nottingham University

My fav

I jus fucking miss the place a lot altho it was jus 1 sem.. I wonder if i am heading back 2 Nottingham after my STPM but i doubt it wif my results.. =X I jus sound pathetic n emo, needin others' attention.. Koi yi has been listening 2 my bitching a lot lately.. N how did i express my gratitude 2 her? I told her not 2 patronize me.. Fucking asshole wasn't i?

As promised, tis is the article written by my sis.. I shed tears reading it - couldn't stand things like tat.. Pls read..
- http://www.nst.com.my/Current_News/NST/Sunday/Focus/20070929191152/Article/index_html